I remember when you and I were in my house and I was drinking a nice cold glass of milk and you said the word "dental floss" and I spit it all over your face. I remember when you were on the rope swing and I pushed you into the tree. I remember when you made me take the cookies out of the oven and I sat the 475 degree cookie sheet on your knee. I remember that you had a 3rd degree burn. I remember laughing so hard I almost pooed my pants. I remember when you pooed your pants. I remember late at night you would always ask if it was 1 in the morning yet. I remember when Christopher Curry threw that rock at you and your forehead caught it. I remember you had to go to the emergency room. I remember when I use to eat applesauce pancakes at your house every saturday morning. I remember when I toilet papered your house with Brittany Martini, Sarah Scermenaro and Samford. I remember running from your dog into the woods and Hunter shooting at me with his BB gun. I remember when I got caught I blamed it on Brit, Sarah and Samford. I remember when you took a bite out of every doughnut to see which one you liked. I remember you putting back all the ones you didn't. I remember when we would go to your house after school and eat and then take a nap on your couch. I remember securing the capsule every monday - friday for 4 years. I remember being on the phone with you when my heart broke. I remember you ANTI EXCERCISE. I remember you taking care of prom fish. I remember when you told me you had to flush him down the toilet. I remember you crying. I remember growing up with you at stevens creek. I remember the ice storm knocking the power out for almost a week. I remember staying at your house and telling Drew and Matt D. scary stories about my house. I remember a tree fell just as I was telling the story. I remember jumping and headbanging Drew in the nose. I remember laughing with matt and drew not being so happy. I remember seing you in the parking lot every day and us agreeing that we should hang out. I remember when we finally did we watched "unfaithful" at ty's house with everyone and we spent the entire movie picking apart the symbolism. I remember that being the last time I would ever see you. I remember playing the piano at your house. I remember talking about "mission trips" with you and your husband. I remember talking to you about your dad. I remember I was in Nashville when He passed. I remember eating creamed ham at nanny's house with you. I remember how our voices sound together. I remember dumping suds in the fountain with you by my house. I remember how you hugged me so tight my back would crack. I remember telling you all that was going on. I remember you were sobbing.I remember getting into that wreck with you on Santa Monica Blvd. I remember I decided that we should take your care instead of mine. I remember that it was totalled. I remember feeling so guilty. I remember meeting you at American Idol in Atlanta. I remember finding out that you lived 20 minutes away from me. I remember not seing you for 4 years. I remember going to your aunts house that day. I remember scratching the entire left side of your car with the right side of mine. I remember spending the night at your house and your parents finding out. I remember you got spoken to. I remember honking at your house everytime I drove by it. I remember falling in love with you. I remember telling you a package was being delivered to your house from LA- I was the package. I remember writing a song about you, about how you made me feel. I remember you telling me that a dolphin lived in your pool. I remember believeing it. I remember how every time I came to your house I was hungry. I remember using your bathroom when i was little and thinking you pooped all over the sink. I remember later on finding out that that was the brown color in the granite. I remember when you and I were walking down the street and some guy was hollerin at ya. Thus "disgusting" was born. I remember when I sent you a text message meant for another friend. I remember telling you the all that happened. I remember the day I truly realized that you were a fake. I hope you find the help you need. I remember driving to your house in Santa Monica on March 4th 2007. I remember that being the worst day of my life thus far. I remember sharing tears with you. I remember when you would teach me how to speak indian and forbid me to speak what you taught me to ANY indian. I remember watching that guy who we threw water on walk into the wall by your door. I remember almost peeing my pants with laughter. I remember being introduced to you and feeling so vulnerable. I remember telling you what the p.c.'s were. I remember telling you the airplane bathroom story. I remember game night. I remember RORNJD. I remember confronting you on your lies. I remember you tried to cover them up with more. I remember sitting at my keyboard playing and singing with you. I remember how you listened to my every complaint and frustration and showed me love and compassion. I remember you believing in me more than I believed in myself. I remember you telling me about your struggle and how you felt so torn. I remember telling you I too have been torn and struggled like you. I remember how it felt to be loved the same by you despite what I said. I remember coming to your standup show and getting a shout out. I remember.....