In the last four or five months I have experienced a lot of changes in my life. I have always been a christian and believed in Christ; but I never fully undetstood how much Christ loves me and how I am truely blessed every day through his love for me. I decided several months ago that I really wanted to be obedient to God and I wanted his perfect will for my life to be done. So, I started praying for that...I started going to church and really started to seek the Lord. Well thai is when ALOT of changes started happening. Now take note...I was pretty miserable before all this. My relationship with my fiance had began to crumble, I hated the way I looked, I was not a happy person, but like I said changes started to come. My 3 year relationship ended with my fiance, I moved to a different town; where I knew no one! I still had my job and I still had my daughter...most importantly I still had my faith! Oh, and for the first time in a while I was happy and at peace. Well, to shorten this up a bit...I knew when I moved I would struggle and I knew that my life was about to get a lot harder...I was in the middle of school, driving an hour to work($800 a month in gas), working six days a week. OMG! That is enough for anyone to go crazy...but on top of that my dad was told he would live another 3 months tops...if he did not have this surgery to remove an aneurism(dont know how to spell that) His heart Dr. advised him not to have the surgery b/c his heart wasn't strong enough. Then to top it all off my mom is losing her mind and we all think she may have alzheimers. Oh...and my jeep was shutting off on me at least once a week!!!! Through all of this...I just prayed and cried to God to help me and he did. Through every struggle, I was able to maintain. I was still happy and still praising God everyday.  I could handle all of what was going on...not some of it...but all of it. God has given me so much strength and so much happiness. I have received nothing but blessings and good news since I have started walking in faith. My dad...he had the surgery...he came out of it fine...they put him to sleep and everything. My mom. She is a work in progress, but God has given me the strength and knowledge to help her and granted me patience through it all. I now live 2 minutes from my job, jeep is running fine,  I am doing great a work... I have a better attitude...I am getting better tips, making more money, and btw...I was struggling before to pay 1/3 of the bills that I have to pay now. Seriously...God has turned my whole life around! I am truely devoted to my faith and I give all the glory to God for my success, because I know that he is the reason. God doesn't always answer all of your prayers(right away), but know that if you give him time and you have faith...he can and will change your life completely. All you have to do is accept Jesus as your personal savior and pray for God's will be done in your life. It is amazing how my attitude has changed, I deal with things so much better now. Just try it...if it doesn't work for you...you can always go back to being that same empty miserable person you were before and even if things are going great for you...I promise things will still get better beyond your wildest dreams. This is only a tenth of what God is doing with me right now...there is so much more I wish i had time to tell you all of it!