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Jessica Clingempeel


Last Updated: 11/27/2009

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Gender: Female
Age: 22
State: Kymenlaakso
Country: FI

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Monday, February 02, 2009 

Current mood:  cynical
Category: Writing and Poetry

Why

Why do I feel so unloved yet I know I have love?
Why do I fear everything and everyone when I know I don't have to be?
Why do I try so hard to please someone I know I will never please?
Why do I expect more of me that I know may never be?
Why do I feel my friends don't care when I know they do?
Why do I have thoughts of death and suicide yet I do not want to die?
Why am I depressed and angry but happy at the same time?
Why do I feel worthless but have so much going for me?
Why do I feel like a piece of shit?
Why do I feel like I am a disappointment to my family?
Why do I have so much stress and anxiety for a young woman?
Why do I feel like I have failed before I even get started?
Why do I feel the hatred and dismay when I look into his eyes?
Why am I here and what is my purpose?
Why must I have one of the hardest childhoods to be upset in some people's eyes?
Why do I not have a right to my feelings?
Why do I feel so stupid all the time when I know I am bright?
Why do I over analyze life and hate it so much?
Why is there so much hatred?
Why?





Currently listening:
Karmacode
By Lacuna Coil
Release date: 2006-04-04
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