It's tough to have the courage to be yourself sometimes. You need to develop that core self love that gives you the courage to be yourself. I found life got much more satisfying the more I was honest with myself and the less I cared about what I was wearing, where we were going, etc. as long as I was going with the right people...
Cuz Kenneth
PS. Lets start an improv troupe, god damn it.
 

Having close friends is not a freaking out act I think caz because we are all social souls who need intimacy and security. Feeling security is needed in this world... not that we are all very vulnerable, but we feel being love when we know someone else is securing and caring for us all time. I dont fz I fuckin think these are bad questions, caz we all need to find a sense of meaning and others for our life.

Actually I am a shy person (very shy)... but I can be very outgoing anf hyped up with my close friends... I hope its normal, and i am comfortable with it caz I know my need and limits. I dont go to gay clubs either caz I feel like i am putting myself in a lion's mouth.. There is always something we do to avoid obvious danger. But its good to know new friends if you think they sound trustful.

my 2 cents