When something bad happens in your life..the main thing you need to do is pray. I have learned this from experience. I am only one person and I cant change anything myself..I am not powerful enough. In my situtation everything is already too far gone I cant change anything so I just have to give it to God and pray that He does what is right for everyone. I wrote this poem to someone that I love so so much. Who knows if he will ever come on and see it.. but its dedicated to him.

Drugs is not a good lifestyle
And neither is drinking
How could you drop everything?
What in the world are you thinking?

The sad thing is
I dont even know you anymore
4 long years
You threw out the door

How can you turn your life around?
How could you just fall away?
Cant you see by doing this
Its not only you that pays?

How can you be so naive?
Why do you not care?
Cant you see we want the best for you?
To know that you'll be there.

Everyone loves you so much
But all we can do is pray
And hope you see all you've lost
Hope we will see the day..

The day you realize
This is not the life for you
You want God back in your heart
For him to make you new.

One day you'll cry out to him
And drop on your knees
Begging him to change ur life
Begging him "Please..."

You are a child of God
And when you go astray
He keeps his eyes on you
And doesn't let you get too far away.

Dont let Satan win
You can turn your life around
All you need to do
Is put your knees upon the ground!

I love u so much...Remember you don't have to do this... HE is better than drugs...