Ok..where do I begin?? Ive been wanting to post a new blog for over a week and I just havent gotten around to it yet...but as everyone knows..me and Corey are back together..and its awesome! On January 18th he came to me and told me that he was done with everything that he was doing and that he wanted me back. My heart was jumping and I was so happy..but..my mind on the other hand was telling me,"dont do it.." but I followed my heart and I took him back bc I love him and I know the real him...the him without the drugs and alcohol. When he was out in the world..I could look into his eyes..and I would see..nothing. It was like I didnt even know him. But that night..I looked at him and I saw something different. I seen the person that I once saw and wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I know that it took a lotta guts to say that he was done bc he had just been that guy that was big and bad and fearless. I knew that that was a sign that he was serious. He got no where really fast and its a shame that the stuff that happened to him happened..but at the same time its a learning experience that he can now turn around into a testemony to touch teenagers that r doing the same things that he had. I see a total change in him. I mean yes he still has flaws...but we all do and I believe with his faith in God and him knowing that He wont let him get to far away that he can do amazing things. I believe in him and have so much faith in him. I believe that in the future Corey will be a great man of God and thats something that I am looking forward too..I need someone to help me along. Someone to keep me on my toes. He is the one I wanna marry..he is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. He makes me feel like no one else does. Its amazing..Some ppl look at me like im insane when I tell them were back together..yes I didnt deserve anything that I went through..and yes I had never in my life EvEr felt pain like that.. but..I love him and I will never turn my back on him. I fully believe that it was the drugs that made him that way. I am willing to give him one more chance.. I pray that he does the right things and we stay together forever.. Thank u to everyone who prayed for him..and also for me and the whole situation when it was taking place. Prayer helped me sooo much. Of course please always keep us in ur prayers bc were always hitting obsticles and stuff.. ppl dont like to see other ppl succeed..so just keep praying for us. Also..thanks to my bestest friends who did everything in their power to keep me happy through this time.. u guys r awesome and I love u sooo much!!! hehehe Well anyways..I wrote enough already gosh I get on a roll and I go on and on! haha So ya, I just wanted to let everyone know what God is doing in my life. He is great and works miracles thats for sure! And also to Corey: I love u babe and no matter what I will be here for u.. I know we have been through some deffinite rough patches in our relationship and there are some serious scars.. but we can work on it and move past this. We are strong and with God..we can learn from this. I am so glad that ur taking this experiance and using it to touch other ppl..thats good and I believe that God will bless u for that. Anyways..I love u and I cant wait to marry u.. u r someone I could never replace..! XoXo

Katie