There are times where I wish I could drop all of the baggage that I carry with me off at someone's door. There are times I wonder if I can actually celebrate Valentine's like everyone else does. There are times when I wonder if I can listen to my sad songs and not want to seep into a nasty depression. There are times that I wonder if the guy I have fallen for will ever notice what I don't say or how I light up around him. There are times where I want to love him, when I can't. There are times where I want to tell him, but I don't know how to give him a chance to love me back. There are times, like now, when I need to get this stuff out in the open. with luv.