Hey..

I'm not so happy...I just wanted to write down some words..
some feelings..
I'm here...in a quiet small town..I'm just a people in the world, in nowhere..I don't really like this..I would be there...There in Los Angeles..With the other people, who can live there...For them, it just a simple thing, even if they actually don't want to work or live there...But this is my dream, and nobody can imagine, what it would be..
Yeah, perhaps they would live here, where I live..
I don't know how the other people feel, and I don't know how I should feel..Cuz I can't find my way in this dirty world..
I guess, It's boring..
I usually just watch how other people behave and how they feel..
And it's usually makes me so sad..
Cuz I've just found out that I've got nobody, who loves me, there is nobody who do care how I am..What's up with me..and somethings like that..
My Bestfriend always say something, that makes me sad..She can't understand that she is the only one, who is here for me..
I don't know..
I just know that I Love her..but maybe I should forget her, even if she is the only one for me..

That's it!!!

I Love you, (if you read this) really...
But you don't have to believe,if you don't want to..I can't do anything...

Andy The Drummer