I'm feeling a bit of emptiness…Yet I feel complete
Everytime I think the story ends it begins again
I don't waste my emotions on a guy… I waste them on his heart
But like I said… when you think it ends it begins again
His carelessness is my pain, his ignorance is my hurt
My heart feels shallow and my stomach is twisting
It's not him… it's the pain that he is causing
And it's not me…
It's my heart he is breaking and my feelings he's destroying
I feel complete and I have clarity
But I feel empty
I'm not lifeless…it's my heart that is struggling
I'm not empty… it's my soul that is bleak
I'm not worthless… but it's my mind that tells me so
It's not a boy that I'm hurt over… it's the pain he caused
I thought my story ended… but it began again
I wonder when my story will end with love

By Adam Farhoud

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