Its another rant but this isnt gonan be one of my hard ass makeing fun of people one or something this is very serous.

I was listening to the song "Cats in the cradle" (or something like that) by Ugly Kid Joe.It made me cry. normally i dont and i dont mean cry like WAAAAA i mean cry as in tears rolling down eyes. ill tell you why

In the last year alot of shit has happened to me and i mean ALOT.

My dad died of sleep apnia.

2 friends died, 1 was a good family friend, the other was an friend i woudl talk to occationally. the way they died. 1 was hit by a car, the other died by cancer.

AND now curently im in foster care.

luckily i have good friends so i wouldnt be in a hellhole.  my number 1 friend im living with him i owe him alot he doesnt even know. Dude if your reading this thanks. i have friends that i can talk 2, most of my top friends. 1 recently has been getitng on my nerves but i wont metion names.

the song it talks abotu how how the son says "ill be like dad" and eventually the boy does and the dad sees it. sadly i cant do that . he will never see me do that. (i dont believe in heaven or hell so dont you dare give me some bullshit hes watching me from above) he didnt see me turn 16. i wont be able to ask him som questions only a son can ask a dad LOL. he wont see me get married. or anything.

kids. if your living wiht your parents, i know your parents can get annoying but go in there and tell them you love them. it would mean alot to them. and if your a parent on my friends list (i doubt it since most are kids) but if you are tell your kids you love them.

kids parents can be hard  mean and assholes i know but they do want the right thing for you. and there always awesome

everyone respect what you have, trust me you will miss it once its gone.

Oro

now go listen to the song on youtube its a good song and if you read this fully and understood it it might bring a tear to you eye.