I realized that after over a year in the industry I have changed. Would I call myself hollywood? To an extent, sometime I feel like you have to go out and grab your respect and let mutha fuckers know you run this shit, other times I feel like i just need to fall back because i haven't accomplished enough.

I recently caught up with Joe Budden and the lovely Tahiry outside of an event and boy... I waited guerilla style outside for them to come out for about a good 20 minutes. I smoked my last 2 newports and i wasn't about to go into the store to get another one and miss them exit the venue. So mid interview when they came out i asked for a newport! lol Real ghetto pioneer homes style! Jersey what up! 

Every week I'm at an event meeting someone I looked up too, and other days I feel like i just need to stay home and end up missing out on anything but some days you need to rest. I have a lot of ideas and I want to expand my site and my brand. I've made some good friends and some sorry ass friends in this industry. Often I feel like getting on some fuck everybody shit. 

The legend of blogxilla is growing. I remember when i would sneak onto myspace at work and while out with the people that would read my blog. I'm over a million views on this blog, and now on my website i'm over 3 million a month! it's crazy. I remember i used to think i was on top of the world when one of my blogs would land in the top 10 on myspace and now i'm in the top 40,000 websites online! It's crazy. 

I am truly humbled and yet a bit arrogant and as a libra i'm trying to find a comfy balance between the two. I'm trying to make things happen and just be the cool ass 6 figure nigga from the projects who has made it. Who doesn't have a house or a car. I need to fix that don't I? 

Well this week i'm goin to work hard to bring some exclusives to the internets I thank all of my myspace fam who still check me out on the daily. I promise I will continue to go hard! 

Go Hard! I'll try my best not to tell a chick i'm a 100 million dollar movie and she needs to handle my cock! 

Its a painful business i tell, so i gotta go hard or call it a night. Many of nights I feel like Kanye West

I ain't ever been scared 
Never been a type to bite my words 
When I came up ya'll gave me shit 
Now I'm finna make ya'll eat them terds 
Always said what the fuck I felt 
Gon' head, spit that murder I wrote 
Man i don't care what you felt, 
Fuck you nigga, I know I'm dope 
Felt Like I couldn't really give it my all, 
Felt like I had to play the fly on the wall, 
Felt like niggas was stuntin' on me, 
Funny how I'm flyer than them all 
Now I'm at the top, ain't no where to go now 
Instead of me, she gon' go down 
Maybe I would have slowed down if I knew what I know now 
I'm scooby, I know I'm dumb 
It could get fuckin' old, well it's good I'm young 
'Fore my heart get cold as the hood I'm from 
Tell me what it take to be number one? 
I guess it's gon' be what it's gon' be 
But here's one thing ya'll got to hear 
I'mma tell you like George Bush told me, 
Fuck ya'll niggas, I'm out of here