So the subject is not a song but here's the song to be listening to: Liberationtoxication by American Diary

So last night I donned a new shirt I hadn't worn before, but had been excited to wear because the back of it is extremely cute.  You can view said shirt (though the back is never in view) in my new pics under Night on the Town album.  I met some friends at Caribbean Jack's restaurant for dinner and drinks and as soon as I walked in the restaurant and out to the deck were they were, I walked past some redneck ungoodlooking guy sitting with another guy in a wheelchair and I heard the redneck guy say something along the lines of 'you can't wear a shirt like that, you ain't got any tits'.  Granted I know I don't have any 'tits', but I figure if celebrities like Paris Hilton, Keira Knightley, and Debra Messing can wear low cut shirts and not have breasts, then so can I.  I swear that's what he said and I'm pretty sure it was directed at me.  I tried not to let it bother me because I wore that shirt for the fact I DON'T have big boobs because you can't wear a bra with the way the shirt is cut, therefore my boobs wouldn't be trying to fall out.  Unfortunately what he said DOES bother me simply because where does he get off making a comment like that about me?  He doesn't know me.  I didn't ask him for his opinion.  He can take his opinion and shove it up his ass.  But needless to say that didn't start my night off well because I had that in the back of my head all night.

I had a dream about my daughter last night.  In the dream she was a newborn baby again, like two days old.  And in my dream I cried.  I cried and said 'you mean I have to do this all over again?!'  Therefore I know I never want to have any more kids. 

I have addicted myself to Starbucks.  I used to take pride in the fact that I didn't like Starbucks.  But around Christmas time I went to Starbucks with my mom and she got a Raspberry Iced Green Tea latte and let me try it and it was good.  I had been going to a local donut/coffee shop for the past two years and getting my usual White Chocolate Mocha but we recently had rain for a straight week and it flooded really bad so I was unable to get to said local donut/coffee shop and ended up at Starbucks one morning about a week ago and got the raspberry Iced Green Tea latte and have found I now crave the shit.  The workers at the local coffee shop are probably wondering if I died.  You can view said flooding under my album Time to Build an Ark.

I have begun to have small anxiety/panic attacks when I want to leave somewhere I am.  For instance last night we were at Mai Tai's bar and all of a sudden I wanted to leave and leave NOW!  The same happened when I was at my mom's house last week.  And it's not that I had any place better in mind last night that I wanted to go to, I just didn't want to be there any more.  My mind and my heart just started racing like I was in 'fight or flight' mode both times.  Dunno what that's all about, but I tend to take my senses very seriously.

On that note, I will now quote my new favorite saying 'And that's all I have to say about that'.  You can view a picture of said quote in my album Night on the Town as well.