#67 Restless

There's not much I can say
Except that I really feel this way
Every time I sing onstage
People see who I really am
More than that girl in the chair
More than a crazy fan

They me for ME
And their expectations go asunder
Cause they know then that you
Can't judge a book by its cover

So why do I feel so sad
And oh so lonely?

It's cause I'm restless
I'm insane
I've fallen in love
And it's senseless
Cause the water's way over my head
And I'm restless

I miss you so much
More than I could ever say
Without you, it's like I'm breathing,but not living
Humming but not singing
And I don't feel whole without you in my life

That's why I'm restless
Each time I merge your voice with mine
I feel like I can fly

So come on my love
Let's touch the clouds above
And make a piece of art

When I'm creating with you
You tiuch the deepest parts of me
With you I feel alive
Wild, beautiful, and free

I've loved you all my life
Decades before I knew what this feeling was
You had all my love
Years before those other boys tore me apart
You had every piece of me
Every part of my soul
Every joyful whim of my heart

BeforeI could even begin to understand or explain
How you ease my pain
Or how you gave me a whole new world
You had  me by heart

You feed my soul
Warm my heart
And let ride the waves of Heaven
                                               Fallon Marie

*Inspired by Kara DioGuardi and Mith Allen's "Lost" and Michael Jackson's "Speechless". "Lost" is on Faith Hill's "Greatest Hits" cd. "Speechless" is on Michael Jackson's "Invincible" cd.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKw3aN2R4pc -SPEECHLESS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBKszP4ZGJw -LOST

not sure if this is a poem or a song yet.i started writing it last night. i had to stop because i fell asleep. when i got up to finish it, it had grown and evolved into something better than what i had originally imagined. i was now describing my love of music as if music were a man. a man with emotions and physical characteristics. i think i like it. i'm thinking about ommiting the first two stanzas completely . right now, it doesn't flow well. besides, sticking with the whole "music is a man." thing makes it more interesting. what do you think? blog comment me please.-fallon