So, i was having a discussion earlier with my bestest friend and its got me thinking about my past and all of my old friends, and i have to say that i have had some of the best friends in the past, and its sad sometimes to think that its all over and a lot of us have grown apart. I was blessed with many many friends in the past and now im all grown up and i still have some of my friends from the past, but its not the same. I live far away from my "childhood" friends and i live somewhere where i have very very few friends and the ones i DO have i see very seldom. I guess in a way im just in one of those "i miss my past, i miss high school, blah blah blah" kinda moods. But i do want all of you who were my friends way back when and are still my friends today that you were good friends and im grateful that you were/are in my life. and i love you guys. AND NO IM NOT DRUNK. but still im happy with the way things worked out because if it werent for every decision ive made no matter how bad of a decision it may have been i wouldnt have my pretty little girl and i wouldnt be experiencing the ups and downs and joys of motherhood. GO LIFE!! i love it