i have done some stupid shit in the past couple yrs and i guess i have a lot of wrong to right in my life. first of all saying i am sorry for the stuff i have done. i know i cant change the past or how you all feel about me but at least i can throw it out there that i screwed up and from the bottom of my heart am dearly sorry. i have hurt a few people recently, one being my ex boyfriend greg. i blamed him for stuff he didnt do. and lost him for good. i recetly hurt a friend because i opened my mouth and said somethings to them that was hurtful. i seriously feel like a fuckin idiot and i have some growing up to do! I didnt start the year on both feet. i need to get my act together before its too late. i dont know how i will get the people who meant the world to me back but all i can say is that im gonna try my hardest to make it up to them. and if they dont want anything to do with me at least i can say i tired.