i have come to realize i am a super strong person. i have had soooo many challenges dropped in my lap and 90% of them i have over come. for awhile there i didnt think i cud do it but obviously i didnt give myself enough credit. i have over come losing a job, fighting a nasty illness that put me in the hospital almost 4 yrs ago, some pretty screwed up relationships a couple that almost cost me my life. and a couple that finacially almost blew me away. its ridiculous how caught up u can get just because of who u r with. but in the end, so far i have come out stronger and much wiser for my future. i dont have any regrets. everything that has happened in my life has happened for a reason. and right now as it stands gods the only one who knows what that reason is. so im leavin it up to him to direct me in the right path.