Ah... I hate celebrating it. Why? Someone...someway...somewhere...somehow...always manages to do something. A lot of 'some's..but hey, those are the best "descriptive" words out there for this. Anyways every year while celebrating my bday, something happens.. and then POOF.. I start crying like crazy...pretty pathetically.

This year? Wasn't planning on celebrating...actually I didn't... till lets see...when was my bday? Ah - that's right February 4th... so that makes 1 ... 2 ... 3 ... 4! Yes, about 4 months later! Why, again? Well 'cause I wanted to... I mean you know... what the heck... it doesn't hurt to try...AGAIN! I mean I've only tried again, like what, 12 years?

This one wasn't great either. I'll just get to the point.  Random people basically...practically invited themselves. I mean it's cool.. the more the merrier right? Remember though... this is a bday celebration...MY bday celebration... so when people come only for their own amusement out of boredom for entertainment and don't even wish me a SINGLE, "Happy birthday," you're bound to piss me off.  Well at least, lucky you, you don't have to know that you're on my list...but still.. just so you know it really doesn't make me feel that great. It's like nobody even remembers that they're there for my bday. Just acknowledge me ONCE with a, "Happy birthday!" I know it's 4 months late, but I don't care!

Of course other stuff happened...whatever...it was already pretty much not MY birthday anymore.  Yep, the curse lives on. Still waiting for one year where not a single tear would fall. heh that kinda rhymed! I'm a poet and I don't even know it!

Poo...Just remembered. I didn't even get to blow out candles. Don't I even get to make a wish?

Ah - that's it. I'll get my allowance and go some place and buy myself a big cupcake and put a candle on it.... THEN I'll sing "Happy Birthday" and...you get it. I'll probably forget in the end though. Next year, I'm definitely not celebrating! Okay...maybe a cupcake...or a hazlenut truffle...............or two.