Sooo here's the deal... i kno I haven't blogged in a bit... but thats because 1. I wasnt really angry/annoyed until now.. and 2. Not much has changed since my last entry.. well nothin worthy of me typing anyway...

I guess what I wanted 2 say is.. (and this may not be true for everyone) but for me... when it comes to relationships there is no going back... but sometimes i'm dumb enough to try...cuz I am a fucking idiot...I recently started kinda talkin 2 sum1 I used 2 like really bad over the summer..

but during the summer because of a few reasons it didnt work out.. but watever.. here we are in dec.. and we start talkin  again. Even tho I kno it didnt work out last time because ..we r just opposities.. completely... and that sumtimes works... because the other is everything your not.. but in this case... this person was everything i'm not and everything I don't wanna be at the same time...With this person it has to be their way... on their time or not at all... and anyone that knows me .. knows i don't really "do" that... but i thought things would be different and we could pick up where we left off... WRONG!...well right.. we did pick up where we left off... me not wanting to have anything to do with them.. and vice versa i guess... it even feels diff.... the last time we stopped talking..I was kinda sad and let down.. now i'm more over it..it feels like a chapter closed so now I can move on.. like.. in their words " Your oil and i'm water this definately isn't gunna work"  I really liked this person.. but i guess more in a friend capacity... because ... the reality is.. You were never good for me... and I was never good for you..............I just remeber the things we used to do...

Nite all

Xo