when we started out playing the game,
we were playing it just for
fun..
who knew i'd be sitting in jail writting this when all was said
and done.
at 1st it was a social thing occassionaley getting high
next
thing i knew i had to have the shit just to get by.
people asked me to
sell for them i laugehed cause i thought it was funny.
then i got to
thinkinghell i could use the extra money.
i had this new habit i had to
find some way to support.
without hustling doing dope was something i
couldnt afford.
so i started selling to my friends& my cousins.
then
i'd make one more drop &hope it wasnt a undercover..
the1|2 eight
turned to eights the eights turned to oz..
i was breaking them down and
bangging'em and maken more money then i could count.
without realizing
it the game had sucked me in deep
i should have known the price to pay
wouldn't be cheap..
still i kept on at it tryn to be the best player.
people saw me comen up so they called me a hater.
i'm feelling
invincible now thinking this game i can beat
but in the end there
really aint no way to cheat..
so i step out & sit back tryin to
slow down
then all of the sudden my friends come back around
. so
against my gut i jump right back in.
i've got it in my head i know i
can win..
my phone rings all the time someone wanting to get high. and
making another dope deal.
people are loving me cause they know i'm
keeping it real.
i'm moving up npw tryn to make my way to the top
then
i ask myself does the game ever stop?
all these so called friends swore
they had my back
i then relized they were only after my sack.
i'm
looking at my life watching it slowly fall apart..
i'm wanting to quit
now and make a new start,
But the game goes on for ever it has no end.
if your smart you'll see its something you'll never win..
Now i set in
my cell thinking very clear & sober ..
I guess you know what all
this means? THE GAME IS FINALLY OVER..
lilshane 8/11/06