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Heather Ray


Last Updated: 7/18/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 27
Sign: Cancer

City: LOGANSPORT
State: Indiana
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/24/2004
Friday, November 02, 2007 
This medication makes me crazy
It turns me upside down
I think one minute I'm happy
Then a second later I frown
 
Suddenly the tears begin
Again I've lost control
And all I feel I want to do
Is crawl into a hole
 
Then quicker than quicksilver,
I'm changing moods again.
It happens so darn quickly
And I never know just when.
 
It gets me really angry
When remarks come spewiing out.
They seem to come from nowere,
And start a major bout.
 
But the times I fear the most
Are the ones when I'm depressed;
I feel as if my life has been
A failure at its best.
 
But nothing's worse than near the end,
with all the aches and pains,
When even such a simple task
Can cause a heavy strain.
 
My back begins to gently pulse
And then it squeezes tight
And suddenly I realize
I have no strength to fight.
 
And then I stand to go somwhere,
And unexpectedly I feel
As if I cannot walk at all,
The pain is just unreal.
 
For three days ever month,
This goes on most every hour;
It drains me of all self-control
And every ounce of power
 
But nothing can be done;
No pill to help the pain
This is something I must endure
It's a rule of this rotten game.
 
(To my sis: best friend, who's fighting with this deadly disease.  Here's your hero and these song lyrics are for you!!!!)
4:16 PM
 
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