After so many yrs. i just now open my eyes to see thatno matter how hard it is being with one parent living without a mother figure n my life that i gotta keep my head up.... to my dearest mother whom i shared very little of my life wit i miss you n love you, i know that its hard on you being a women missing out on four of your kids lives.... N to my mother whose my hero i know that you miss us being that it has been 8yrs since weve live nearby to visit on the weekends n spend some time together, you really are strong an capable of nething youput your mind to... N i know we rarely talk on the phone thats because im tryin to help out with your little daugther n son because even tho we stay with our father you know how he gets. Never wantin to help us out leavin us to an empty home with nothin to do or eat, or jus leave n dont come home jus because he dont wanna be bother with about food issues... buti want u to know that i will take care of your little two until they are old enough to take responsibilties on t