what i once thought was love.. well wasnt.. now that im older.. more experienced i relize what love is.... i really wish everyone else knew...

when you get married... which is a sacred bond between 2 people... the words you say to the person standing with you at the alter mean everything...

do you take this woman do be your lawfuly wedded wife, to have and to hold, through sickness & health , throught RICH or POOR from this day forward till DEATH due us part.

now the question is due both people honestly and truely to there heart mean that... do they mean that they love that person if they were fat or skinny or on a hospitol bed dying, or living under a bridge or in a mansion...

i do.... i could not get married to some1 if i did not truely beleive all these things were true in my heart.... i guess thats just the catholic in me.... yes i am in love right now... very much in love... im fully commited to my relasionship i love her with all my heart and soul... i just wish/hope she loves me as much as i love her...

but anyways.. off to another sleepless night... i think about her more and more each day... i truly want to be with her... forever....

well thats it for me... goodnight..