Tonight I feel so deflated... For years I have loved Britney... all the people who have known me over the years know that I adore her and she is by far my biggest inspiration. I tried my hardest in the Seek Britney contest in manhattan and won, but my win was not acknowledged, not only was it not noticed but it was purposefully ignored. I am so emotional tonight thinking that I could've met my idol up close, and see her in concert up close and personal. I don't know why this has happened to me, it feels as though life is against me sometimes. I have been waiting for a change of luck but it never comes... I still love Britney and always will, this is not Britney's fault. Those clowns heard me and saw me with their own ears and eyes but the chose to ignore me? why?

This is a good time for me to tell my supporters how much they mean to me and that I love each and every one of you. Even in my lowest moments which I know we all have, we're together in this world and if we don't have each other then we're lost. I want you all to know you mean the world to me, you're my reason to breathe.

All my love,

Ashley Breathe.
xox