man, i miss cali. i miss the warm. and the sun. i can't wait to go visit in june, but it doesn't even look like i'll be seeing zack when i go down there. hopefully he doesn't get his stupid boy's state thing. pfff.. who needs that? no one needs things to look good on a college application. i wish. GAYNESS. i feel kinda bad hoping he doesn't get his boy's state thing. oh well.

for those of you who don't know, i'm in the Garden Center now. yay-uh. got a 40 cent raise and everything. i'm rollin' in the dough. it's alright i guess. right now it's a little slow because it's still freaking winter in alaska and will be for forever. should pick up by summer though. plus i'm not complaining.. i'm not out pushing carts. oh, wait a minute... i AM. out of the 8 days i've worked in the gc, they've made me push carts like 3 or 4 times. i mean, i realize i'm hella cool and they want me back, but they're gonna have to let me go man.

i can see the busyness on the horizon. track starts a week from monday. at that point, i can only hope and pray that i'm able to keep my sanity for two months. because with that on top of school, and homework, and work, and being involved with church, and attempting to have a social life.. life will be hectic. and that doesn't even begin to scratch the surface of describing how busy and overwhelmed i'll be for a long while. but i'll handle it. well, God will handle it. he always does.

i really really REALLY want summertime to be here. but i know that when it gets here, it'll fly by like crazy. let's just hope i make the most of my time. my time with seth and adam, with my family, with God.

crazyness.

chris.