Yep, in 8.5 hrs from now, I'll no longer be required to stay out of bars or not be able to buy Arizonan scratch cards by law.
I remember some years ago when I thought this would be awesome, heh =P Course, those were tines when I drank more than I did anything else, more blackouts than I could count by the end of middle school, waking up in random places, sometimes outside or out of town, written all over, going on binges that often lasted for a couple weeks at a time, kissing people I would have never otherwise done on purpose (ew, haha), multiple occassions of severily embarrasing myself, and a few bouts of alcohol poisoning.
I know I scared some family and friends then and had even been prompted to seek help a few times, and I'm sorry.
I almost never drink anymore, however, and it's been that way for the past 2.5 yrs-ish. All it took to help me see how disgusting it was, was to date someone that was worse than I and to live with and take care of them. To recieve bruises, cruel words and stress that made me sick for months for no other reason than letting them do it.
Man, kicking bitches to the curb can be satisfying sometimes.
Anyways, I'm sorry if I ever did anything similar in the past, but I did learn quite a bit. I'm healthier than ever, and above all, i can controll myself  again =]
Blah, had to type that all out for some reason and now it's done.
Something else that I wanted to say was that...It sucks that I'm not going to be spending my bday with any old friends (besides my old lady) =[ I will be going to a bar with a friend I made down here, though, and she knows just where to take us (thanks Christina =D) but I don't know if it'll be quite like what it could've been if I went to John's Ally for some live reaggae and making a fool of myself in front of everyone I know.
That means, though, that when I come and visit peeps should go with me!!
I miss you all dearly and would appreciate a call/letter from time to time =]
If you need an address or number, message me.
And wish me luck, I don't know how much I'll be making an idiot of myself in front of strangers, doesn't mean it won't be a fn process, though =p


I love my wife <3