Ok soooo i finally made it home and man oh man i'm completely sleep deprived and should totally be in bed but i had to write this blog about STANDOUT first....
Me & the band left at midnight to head up to michigan and it was about 12-13 hrs.... When we got there we unloaded and hadn't slept the whole night...lol Over the course of the weekend the lack of sleep seemed to be the ongoing theme... But the craziest thing is though i was COMPLETELY EXHAUSTED - i wouldn't have traded getting to see my Basement Kids from my former youth group and the STANDOUT kids for anything!
Our experience there was beyond AMAZING! God was totally in the midst & you could feel His presence sooo thick the whole weekend.... Several times i found myself becoming totally emotional because STANDOUT was something that i created at ANDREWS UNIVERSITY 2 years ago and to see the 3rd one grow as much as it did and how incredible of a job Andrea and her team did - it gave me such a peace in my heart seeing how God has worked!!!:)
But i think what brought tears to my eyes the most was seeing how much my kids had grown in God! When i left michigan i had quite a few kids that were picking up the guitar and dabbling in songwriting and just trying to know God better.... and a few years later i come back to see these passionate young people writing AMAZING music & just talking about their experiences with GOD! I was sooo beyond MOVED by this! There are sooo many young people that miss out on having an experience with God in their youth & it means alot to me to see my old youth group kids and kids from the first standout embrace God in such a bold way!!!! I just want you guys to know i'm extremely proud of u!
I want you to know that it was also very meaningful to finally be able to go back to michigan and share my music with all of you guys that mean sooo much to me & inspired INSIDE & HERE WITH ME (2 of my favorite songs i've written)! i just wanted u to know that!!! I hope that something i said or sang in my concert touched your heart & made you think about being even closer to Him! He is my EVERYTHING & I seriously can't wait till heaven because then my michigan people, texas people and well all my people will be in one place & we will all be able to worship the ONE who made us and who has LOVED us all along together!!!! I CAN'T WAIT! Thank you for making my journey back sooooo INCREDIBLE!!!!
ps To the new kids that i met at STANDOUT - I just want you to know that i was seriously blown away by how fast you let down your guards and let God in! There was an AMAZING Spirit there this weekend & it was awesome to see soo many of you give your lives to God! Never forget that He who began a good work in you is faithful to complete it!!!
I love you all, maria long :)