Things just keep on changing.. When R&I began our relationship it was to give him the XP of having a gf. He had never had one... I wanted to date him... for longer than we have gone but *shrugs* That is how things go. The sunday we began I told him that one of us was about to step out of our comfort zone that day. He was used to being single and i was always used to being a couple. I told him that we couldn't do this half bs anymore. He was still being single and I was in a coulple... a very confusing situation. Well it seems that this relationship maybe having both of us step out of our comfort zone. I think I need some XP for myself. of being single. so now it is my turn. I have basically accepted that we will prob not ever be an actual couple again.. but the friendship is still there.. we acted more like friends anyway. I still love him and I will continue to. This is going to be weird.

It is good to have a best friend next door to keep me on the right track. So down the new path I trudge.