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Current mood:  tested
today i had a good coversation with good points.. The topic was about what direction and i trying to go in my career as a model and like I have said several times to anyone who asks me that question , modeling is not my main focus. See looks come and go and frankly I have more substance than trying to be a face or a body. Im more than that ..my mind and my heart are my greateast assets. I try to depict that to you guys through my writings and my art work but the problem is im allways getting booked for my body that it automatically leads me to be judged and sterotyped. far from what I want. But i dont want to quit because it is a part of me and honeslty its not the companies fault. its my fault for getting so caught up in what sell that i forgot to show my TALENT first. For anyone who doesnt think its work ,imma tell you right now get the fk off my page cuz i bust my ASS off to network, to be positive,reliable,responsible and to be greater than yesterday..
Further more,Some thing was said in my meeting... MEN put things in different boxes. relationships in one box, work in another,fam in another.. they dont stop moving. and Women we put everything in one box. we give our all to a relationship or our all to our work ..You know im guilty I have given up this thing so i can do that thing and put all my eggs in one basket as you will and stoped my movement. BUT no more! im privledge to live in an era where woman have the power to be buisness woman and take charge and be stong and independent. Im maturing in my own right and learning to have seperate boxes. Im learning to diversify myself. doing what im good at and what I love but showin a side of me that you guys are not used to, me being me!! not under contract and not under someone elses idea of who i should be!
See im tired of being disrespected,im a talented model and want to show that. soo im going back to my roots. that means more commercial work. I want you guys to see me for me .i dont care where I go or about fame. There is more to gain and thats far from my focus. My focus it to build a foundation and to always remain true.
IM SUMLEE AND THATS IT, IF YOU AINT TRYING TO BE APART OF MY JOURNEY KINDLY TAKE THE NEAREST EXIT
2:19 AM
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