We touch
Talk...
Hug
Laugh
Doesn't seem like the end
We
Smile
Cry
Hug
Frown
It is....
The end
What is the end?
it feels like the world is over
spinning
balanced
now
tipping over
falling
light escapes our view
heavy
pressure
rivers
of tears............
release
of fuilds only to do it again
We touch
talk
Hug
Laugh
it doesn't seem like the end
What is the end?
Silent days ahead
reflecting on decisions
made
we often stay for others
but today
boldness says speak
but something that was to prevent pain
caused so much more
fuzzy vision
I can't see
dark again
dark again
air escaping
Remembering once a person told me just be loved
well love isn't enough
when all you see is your reflection
neglecting
hating self
because you can't be better
whether
its your fault or mines
this day we know why it snows in April
and its sometimes cold in Summer
Its Warm in Winter
Why leaves won't fall
We want to hold on when
life says move on
but on is not comfortable
it being detached aches
like memories of
Us touching
talking
hugging
Laughing
this could not be the end
but my heart and mind
has made a decision
and speaking too much
might cause me to forget
what I thought through
cried about
laughed
prayed
that we stay close
no one wants to seached
this fucked up ass planet
for some half decent person
too caught up on themselves
to love
afriad that if they begin to care
that someone might wake up one day
realize the weight love can bring
trapped in a relationship
because of insecurities
there is nothing worst
than an unhappy couple
staying together for everyone but themselves
I watched and learned that lessons
I loved
I love
so much that I let you find someone who can return what you give
this heart aches but I never want to see the hurt in your eyes when I can not give
what you gave me,
how you loved me,
showed me there are great people in the world and I want the best for you.
One day I pray I learn what you tried to teach me
Hopefully my lesson doesn't stop your heart from loving
because it was done for love.
The touch
the talking
the hugging
the laughing
it can't be the end.
But I have been known to bruise hearts
I pray it can be mended
My love
that I will never forget.