Tossing and turning throughout the dark night.  I lay my head down at 8:34 PM  for I feel like Im in a state in between being awake in this world, and AWAKENING in a different world. I awaken and fall asleep a dozen times in a hour, all the while keeping attention on the illusionary cycle of time presented by my digital clock. We are all feeling some of these feelings, some have felt them their entire lives, only to see them escalate during the times we are living in now.

I don’t feel like screaming or yelling through a bullhorn in these moments. I feel something else right now as I become convinced that a shift of some sorts IS taking place through many of us as our perceptions are expanding. We cannot get caught in the illusionary loophole of time and age when it comes to these feelings, for in the future you will meet more young children who know what’s going on. Its being something that can be felt on the  linear time dvd of life, although it does seems that the closer we get to 2012, the more intense the energy and/or emotional state within us appears. That is why we feel a lot of pain and depression in our lives that we can’t explain. Something in our BS-OS, has to go.  (belief system / operating system).

Dreams of high technology, things from beyond this world, feelings of flooding continents, feeling of watching the world from on high with OTHERS.  Concerns floating my head about the true nature of weather control.  I’m not frightened. Im more or less asking myself in my own private space how far down the rabbit hole am I willing to go, and am I really willing to discipline myself to do the work I need to do in the "waking" life to evolve to the point where I can consiously process that level of information. I mean, I can feel the  negative things that have to leave my life, perceptions, actions, etc, for my own evolution in the body machine vehicle I occupy.  For the system to ditch an obsolete operating system for another requires me to let go of major illusionary  belief systems about possibility.

I don’t see  a world limited to gloom and doom and we can’t move ahead into the unknown great abyss unless we create the world of light at the end of the tunnel instead of expecting it to come galloping to us as a rescuer. We have to become our own hero and let that energy flow out of our bodies into our community so others can see that they are not forgotten and that someone still has the ability to love. Then when the real terror hits the streets, those tapped into this frequency will know why they were given this information and wisdom long ago.  This is the real never ending story and I’m honored, sometimes a bit frightened and shocked, but still proud to be a part of this collective journey.

We are all on this ride for a reason, even if some of the key questions about the nature of reality and our lives have not yet been answered. For now, some of us will continue to have the veil lifted internally as the heat is turned up. Strap yourselves in and hang on. We may be going into hyper drive.