Blacklisted

I only see with my ears and only think with my heart. These bridges burned. These walls put up. Im a fucked up kid with fucked up morals. I keep to my own; Just to myself I'm loyal. Like leeches, one by one, they seem to all agree. To suck the blood right outta me. I'll be the one with the knife stuck in my throat, just to prove to the world that we all die alone.

Amongst The Wolves

I am all alone in this world of agony. Every where I turn the wolves are waiting, foaming at the mouth. This world won't go to hault the day that you fuckin' die. Hopefully the day comes soon cause blood was drawn and I feel fuckin' weak. I eat, sleep, and fuck just like any of you, so tell me what it is that I have to prove. In this world of wolves I am but a sheep. Caught unaware, now just left empty. Fuck you. Fuck.

Beating Myself Up

Just look at this lonely life I lead. The struggle, the turmoil, it's all just shit. I've always been at this all time low; Theres not one chance I never blow. The more I try, the less I care. It's as if my heart was never there. On and on frustration builds And soon enough I'm bound to GIVE IT UP. Those 3 familiar words, a constant thought. From the inside out it can only rot. I took my pride and glory and put it on this shelf of pestilence.Those 3 words are ones I tell myself.

No Hope

There's no better feeling than knowing that you've wasted 18 years. Not knowing who you are, living your life in constant fear of forms that come to you at night as reoccuring thoughts. You'll regret the things you say to them, so it'd be best to hold your fuckin' tongue. It'd be wise to hold on to what you think you know about this world. The pieces are slowly breaking off, once tied up ends now come undone. Once you find out the underlying truth it'll make you want to quit the senseless life you use to live. Love, trust, hope, it's not worth fuckin' shit.