So here we go I guess, just another change in life. Why does change have to be so frustrating. I know sometimes it’s good, but even good changes can be difficult in getting use to. So, here I am....losing another job, yet again, but I’m not going to let it get me down. I’m trying REALLY hard to remember God controls all things. Maybe that is why I’m going through this again, although I’m getting a little tired of being the one to pack up failing businesses; actually I’m starting to get a little bit of a complex. At this particular moment though I feel like I am going through a dry spell all around, but again I’m trying to remain calm and not worry. I’ve been told I worry too much, and that is my BIGGEST problem. The Bible says that without faith it is impossible to please God. Now, I am actually a Christian who wants to please God daily. I guess in a way I kinda called this on myself. You know the saying don’t ask God for patience, well I guess you shouldn’t ask him for faith or perseverance either. I know that in the long run I will be a better person for this. Sometimes it’s just better to see in writing, thus the blog :). I know that God will take care of my kids and I, I can see His direction when I look behind me in the actions that have been made this far. If you are a praying person remember me. If not then I don’t need your positive thoughts, no offense, but God is the only one I want handling this.

Love Ya :)