I feel so bad deep in my heart, like the shadow has fallen down on me, I cannot see the bright spot in my life, I'm so tired of loving and I don't wanna be. Being far from you tears me inside and the pain is to hard to bear. I wish you could hold me in your arms, with your sweet kisses show me that you care. Every breath I take, torture I receive, it reminds me that all of this is so real and while the tears are rolling down my face I know you don't love me nor ever will. Baby, it's so damn hard to be alone, it hurts me so much to feel this way, I keep on hoping that you love me after all and that you are just too afraid to say. With broken heart, I'm trying to go on, I'll keep on living, but my soul is dead. Your smile will remain the part of me and your eyes will always make me sad !