Today i got back from indiana. i had fun i got drunk the past 3 nights with the love of my life.   We got in a lil fight over the weekend. B/c he told me he cheated on me two months ago with Diamond Rawlings, I didnt really upset me i was just confused on why he didnt tell me b4. Concidering she kissed him and grabbed his dick. now i could see why i'd be mad if he did something more with her.: But he promised he didnt. and then lastnight everyone was drunk at brandons and oh lordy. bric was upset with brooke, ashley and brandon got into a fight and then got engaged. me and broc were fightin. i made him cry:depressed: I didnt mean to. He was going to leave and kill his self. Cuz not even a month ago he wanted to have a kid and then lastnight he said he didnt want to and i got pissed and told him to go get Diamond. and all this other shit and i cried for like uhhhh an hour. I had two shots of Bacardi Vanillia. 3 Shots of E & J Brandy. And A Glass of wine. I was fucked. i tried leaving brandon's apt. 5 times. each time brooke pulled me back in by my hair. (I LOVE YOU BROOKE!!   ) By the end of the night everyone made up. I dunno what i would have done without brooke lastnight. she stopped me. if it wasnt for her i would have walked and never stopped. till at least a cop picked me up then i would have been fuckered.!!! lol Hmmm brandon pissed ashley off and tried to leave. but broc pulled his car in front of his so he couldnt leave. brandon rolled the window up on bric's arm. brandon hit ashley with the car. (she was in between both cars) btw she is fine. so is bric's arm. bric was up barfin till like 3:30am. me and broc are fine now. He's coming over tomorrow morning. hmmm.. i really dont know what else to add. My toes are freezing iam about to go to bed. for real!! lol 

i never wanted any body more then i wanted you.

I really don't care about nothin' at all
But I think the world of you...

                and that's what you get for falling again;
                you can never get him out of your head.
              it's the way that he makes you feel ... its the
              way that he kisses you.. it's the way that he`
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