Dear Ralph,
Most people see me in one dimension. I am the girly, made up, cute clothed type. I'm a princess in my daddies eyes and a good example in everyone else's. In some ways I am all of this, but the real me is multifaceted. I've had to live up to everyone else's expectations of me for so long sometimes I've forgotten truly who I am and what makes me the happiest. I hide behind my smiles what I really want, putting others well being before my own. Even on my own birthday I let others do what they wanted to keep them happy. Being with you has made me see the light. I've finally seen what its like to be loved and how your lover wants you to be happy and be the best YOU you can be. You have taught me that everything is a balance. Yes, I can strive to make others happy but I have to look out for me first. You know the saying "You cant love somebody else till you learn to love yourself"? I'm sorry to say but I JUST started truly loving you. That's because I have finally started to love myself.
Living with you for this time has shown me a lot about myself and how I get along with others. Sometimes you make me have a "Nigga Moment" and flip in the most unladylike way. Sometimes living with you makes me say "damn im getting OLD". Most times living with you makes me say "I'm the luckiest girl in the world". I'm so lucky to have a man who understands all the aspects of me, not just whats on the surface. Its like now we can complete each others sentences, we are so connected on a whole nother level then most couples our age. I would NEVER compare you to any of my ex's because no one has ever understood and loved me the way you do. I'm sure you feel the same way because I feel I fully understand you even when you don't understand yourself.
I know basically all I did was ramble on in this makeshift love letter. Honestly, now that I look at it im not being coherent at all, im jumping all around from one topic to the next. Your love makes me so exited that I just cant keep on one thing. All I want to say is that I love you and thank you for taking the time to know me fully and love me .... flaws and all.