I geuss no matter where i live how cloase or how far dispite the fact that i  love my fredom of being able to do what i whant and when i want and dont have to worry about my parents i still always have the same theamed dream my family this includeds my brother and his kids are moving to far away place that i may never see them again and if i do i may only see them once ayear if that and there always going to get rid of my stuff and i have to go and get it but i never get it on time sometimes they leave and i can stay in the house an extra week sometimes they dont move at all  all my pets are there to for some reson my parents have my pets teh ones that have died and the 2 cats that are alive and i can nevr take them with me so i alsways begg my family to take them with them and they always do but it seems that i never visit these pets that in reality have died but are alive in my dream for some reson and i have a great sense of guilt  my cat babbs is always there i always whant to go and cuddly with her but i cant because i got there too late and my family is gone sometimes the house floods with water sometimes its abandoned sometimes a relative that i havent seen for 10 or more years is squating in it but last night i was staying in it because it was close to work and i saw my couisins the ones that will be in my wedding  and they ignored me  i think this is because  the middel one did not send me an invitation to her high school graduation party even after i left her a message letting her know i didnt get one and was it okay if i came that was a few weeks ago and she still hasnt called i emailed her sister but she dosent check her email very often but i havent heard from her yet anyway there was a monster of somekind there where 2 guys buying for my attention there but i kept telling tem i am taken but htey wouldnt get the hint tom was at our appartment wich is always not where we really live so when the monster attacked the 2 guys beat it to death with a bat then i woke up i think i was to scared to keep dreaming but thats all that i rember  but thses dreams bother me