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Last Updated: 11/25/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Married
Age: 22
Sign: Libra

City: COEUR D ALENE
State: Idaho
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/4/2006
May 24, 2009 - Sunday 
So if you think the subject doesnt make sense its cause im writing this so it does make sense. I just think that it will help if i write this down under no bias judgment or interruptions so that it can all come out and be what it is. I had a strange feeling today someone I love very much came to see me, her name is Molly. Wait before you all click reply and start asking questions not like in love with just always loved her as much as i wanted to. Anyway the feeling I felt was when she told me she was moving to Cali. forever, I know right again tehehe, but my feeling told me that next time I see her it will be a long time from now and things will be so much different when i see her, for her at least. I know she leaves all the time and sometimes she tells me and sometimes she doesnt but i never got this feeling. Now don't go interpreting this as a bad thing but I dont know if anyone else had this happen but Sometimes someone gives you the time and place and thats what she did and of course i missed it, but looking back at it now i think it was the best thing that could have come out of that. Not thats its a direct cause but looking back at it now I have two wonderful children and a beautiful wife that i get to come home to every night. I guess what im trying to say is I missed the place and time and in return i gained a friend who neither me nor her ever asked why and how much we cared about each other. I think that really was the best part so I think i can get rid of my feeling now just in hopes that she and everyone else reads this and thinks about who and how much they can love someone and in how many different ways. I never could have loved her as much as I do my wife and kids but I think that no matter what she asked even if it was crazy I would consider it even if just for a second I would give it some real heart felt thought, and I think thats what real friends should at least give to everyone they consider to be someone like her.

So i guess this is good by Molly
Im going home to see my wife and kids now Just want to say I love you all and sleep well. I will.
1:10 AM
 
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