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Category: Life
It's not that big a deal. But then again, you'd never know it until you've passed it.
I have math that's due, a test to take, and I know I'll ace it. Why? Because I'm going to get the damn tutoring, that's why. As long as things go smoothly, I'll have another A. But let me tell you why I still carry only a half smirk - this A is 3 1/2 years overdue. I'm hella late with the victory because I took a "break" from school, and this makes me wonder about my skills as a man. Not now, but back then. Why was my consciousness so low?
Check this out:
"One thing is for certain - you acted according to your level of consciousness, and if it were higher, you would have acted so." That's Eckhart Tolle. And I probably fucked up that quote.
But he's right. We all act according to our level of consciousness any given time. Think about it when you get emotional about what happened years ago, start foaming up guilt and what have you, think about that. You simply did what you thought, on some level, was right. IF you were really like "nah, I know better but I'm going to fuck it up anyway", then you didn't know better. Because you wouldn't have fucked it up if you did.
Today, I take movements with gratitude. That's where the A is coming from. I know I'll get it because I can seek the help I need to elevate my comprehension. I'll get it once I absorb more of what is needed in a confident way. That's what it takes. Use practice to develop your confidence, and you'll progressively parlay it into positive comprehension, so it'll set the wheel up. Before you know it, you'll be more and more focused on getting better results and these results will eventually come easier. You'll get further with less, but not without that initial push out of your old comfort level, your old consciousness, the big splat of "I don't know if I can...". You can.
That being said, you take today and turn it up. Don't gimme that "I will once I" bullshit. I've worn that out for millenia. Now, it's time to shine the right way - by tuning into RIGHT NOW, and getting started with tetrising your best life this moment.
Have a good one,
-Julius
4:46 PM
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