So yeah, I am sitting at borders, listening to Daft Punk and resisiting the urge to get up and dance. Hahaha.

And yes, my laptop is working again-so hopefully I will be online more often than once a month? I don't know. It would be nice...

And what do I do with my time online? Nothing useful-Just randomly searching the internet, splitting my time between facebook stickers, and stupid youtube videos. I could be looking up a lot of things that would be useful to me, but....I don't get to go on the internet very much, and at the unit, it's nothing fun, so I can do my regular stuff there and my fun stuff here.

Anyhow. I suppose I should post something about what has been going on in my life...? Basically, I can barely pick the phone up, because every time I try, I keep thinking I am going to call my mom. I ama wreck for days after I see anyone in my family, because as much as I love them, it just reminds me that she's missing...

So, I know I have been pretty anti-social. I really am sorry. It's still hard. I should have been okay by now, right? I am gonna put the blame of this one on preggo hormones... Which means I will be okay soon, right?

In other news....Nothing I really want to put on here for now, except that I am thinking about either making a new myspace or just deleting most of the people on here. Hmmmm.

My seat is great. I can watch the sunset, and I have a comfy chair. It was so bad out earlier. POURING rain-and now it's a clear sky. Well, relatively.

And god damn it, why can't I ever get comfy anymore? It's not like I am huge or anything. I've lost 1 1/2 lbs, so now I've only gained a total of 5 1/2 lbs the whole time I have been preggo. SO. Why is it that I can't get comfy? AUGH.

Anyhow, I gotta run. I swear, I'll post something worth reading, eventually.

Much <3