I'm sitting in the middle of a city surrounded by over 4.5million people including the outskirts.  All people spending money, generating transactions.

All busy people
Working people, yes even the homeless ask for money. 
Timeless people.

I'm listening to primitive radio gods... standing outside a phonebooth with money in my hand... remember that song?

A year can change your life significantly
A minute can change it equally as much

I want to ask her.  I don't want to move to fast.  I don't want to hurt other people.  I'm tired of watching my life pass me by, but don't know how to step up to the next level... I don't even know where I've positioned myself to be in 1 year.  Is it the way I want to go?  How to I change it if it isn't.  Who can help me?  Who can I help?

the balance between morals and money.

Love and Lust.

Respect and time.

broken and shitty

Let me post some lyrics:

Utopia

Here we stand just inches apart
Can you feel the tension building
With every beat of my heart?

It's hard to control myself
Cause every moment I'm around you
My love starts to swell

I know that I'll be alright
Cause you're here with me tonight

To be my utopia
Be my one true love
Cause it's heaven on earth
in your arms with you girl and I'll never let you go

In the darkness all I see are your eyes
And the mysteries and beauty
That they hide

Cause they shine like the stars in the sky
like a brand new constillation
and it's only mine

And I know that I'll be alright
Cause you're here with me tonight

To be my utopia
be my one true love
cause it's heaven on earth
in your arms with you girl
and I'll never let you go

When I see you baby
I'm proud to say you're mind
I want to hold you close
until the end of time

to be my utopia
be my one true love
cause it's heaven on earth
in your arms with you girl
and I'll never let you go