... It's the only way I can express this to you.
I know you're probably still upset with me, but that's okay. I deserve it. I know that.
I was thinking about you, and I hope you're doing well. I was wondering if you ended up traveling..
Guess who doesn't have a job anymore. That would be me.
I wish I could express more of my thoughts to you. You make me crazy. Though my actions have shown otherwise, I do care about you. But you intimidate me. And leave me confused and questioning everytime we hang out.
I think one day I'll be able to be a better friend; the friend that you deserve. I've said it before - it was never my intention to hurt you. I'm just terribly irresponsible. I can give excuse after excuse, but it's not going to change the fact that I hurt you, on more than one occasion.
I would love to hear how you've been and what's been going on in your life. I miss our talks, your assertiveness, and kitten sacrifices. [Speaking of which.. there are now four kittens living in my room. Evey was knocked up. They are so cute.. I wish you could meet them. They haven't gotten high though..]
I won't be traveling until after November. By then, I should have enough for wherever I decide to go.
If you need anything, let me know. I'll do my best to be a better Bobbi. I know I've messed up a lot, but I cherish your friendship more than you know.
I miss ya, dude. I really do hope things are going well for you, and that you're staying safe.
Love,
Bobbi