So, I've gotten this far in my life, I'm 18 now and just wanted to remeniss about the past. I've lost some great friends and family members up to now and I have to say, I don't regret not seeing them or spending time with them because I always did. I still love those that I have lost and I know they are in a better place. I've had alot of ups and downs up till now too. I've gotten in trouble with the cops, Joined the military, and tried some things I've never tried before. Honestly, I don't really have any major regrets. My dad and I have seemed to grow closer and closer whether were fighting or not. I'm afraid to lose him and he is afraid to lose me. I still love him to death, but he makes me mad sometimes. I've also grown closer to my cousin Megan. I don't know what I'd do without her. We have had some fun times, even when we were getting into trouble together. It's been a good run Megan. A couple of more people I couldn't really do anything without are my best friend Kevin Hathaway and of course Jessie Winship. You two are absolutely awesome. We always do crazy and funny stuff together. Thanks a million guys.  Well, after I graduate on the 4th of June I'm off to AIT for the military and after that is unkown. I realize that after this year, everything could change. I just hope its for the better. I'll have to deal without some of my loved ones for a while, but I think I'll make it through all this. I thank all of you who have made a huge impact on my life. I also need to mention Matt Lungwitz and Darren Scroggins. You two have guided me through some of my hardest times. Your advice has always helped me and you have both been there when I needed someone. I thank you both very very much. Well thanks for reading the blog guys, and even if you didn't thanks for being my friend on myspace.