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Riding life as it comes!

Austine Starling


Last Updated: 11/24/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 18
Sign: Aquarius

City: LaGrange
State: Georgia
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/11/2006
April 26, 2009 - Sunday 
Still to this day I love him with all my heart

But its so hard being away from him,

He say that we will be together,

and the next day i have to move out.

I see him tonight,

as soon as im in the house he leaves to go to a friends house

"I not going to drink just hang out

I love You babe!" is what he says then hangs up.

sometimes i want to leave this life

to just start a new one but i cant leave for he is my love

" Soon baby very soon and we will be together!"

How soon is my question?

Another week, month, YEAR!

When is it going to be?

I growing tried and upset of waiting

I just cant wait much longer

my heart breaks every time i have to leave your side

my heart breaks every time we fight

my heart breaks every time i dont get to hold you

pretty soon i wont have a heart to break any more

because it wont be there to break

im trying my best to be strong and put a smile on my faace

im trying my best to beleive that everything will be alright

im trying to stay alive

IM TRYING

All i need is you and it seems like you dont want me any more

your my only reason im still alive today

your my only reason to open my eyes to another painful day

your my only reason im still in school

so please hold me,

kiss my head

because i need to know that you need me

to be by your side

and help you stay alive!