You know if surviving in this world wasn't so complicated, frustrating, and upsetting; I would make a whole lot more sense to myself and make a whole lot more sense to people if you can understand that. I've done many things in my life that have gone against what I believe in. My morals are strong! I have a Catholic upbringing and I still have the same morals today that I've learned from the church. But I've gone against those morals probably many times in my life so far. I am sorry and regret doing so. I know I've hurt people out there and didn't mean to, I hope you forgive me, I'm just trying to survive.
The best days in my life are yet to come. I have so much love for life and people and kids that I've been taken advantage of many times, like countless others. I'm trying to overcome abuse, addiction, and severe mental disorders, but they will never overcome me. I am strong. Everyone that I've ever met is helping me right now. There are no words to describe how much gratefulness I have for you. There is nothing in this world that could be better than you. And I will never forget you.