Well back at school...again I hate school but what can ya do? only two more years left! Then four more after that so I better get used to it I guess. Well Courtney and I had fun on the weekend (right courtney eh!?!) and a bunch of us went shopping and got dresses for the Quinseyera(?) then saturday night...well we had a fun time lol! definitely going again! I have to swim this wednesday my bronze cross exam so I really hope I pass so I can get a job this summer! Okay so I'm just wondering... how do you know if a guy likes you...like really likes you? I've given my heart away too many times and just been hurt and I don't want to do it again. There is one guy who I like but I don't know how he feels so I'm kind of confused cuz I think he might like me to so I don't know what to do!!! I met this awesome guy when I went away but I now it will never work out but I wish there was some way it could but I know in my heart that it won't. we can dream can't we??? Some times love hurts way to much and you wonder if its worht it and then you meet "the one" and realize that there can be happiness in this world of pain that you live in. Someday I'll reach that point...I hope

Kayla