SOBER
I'm still here and I'm still standing.
If my pride hasn't left yet, I may still be OK.
Thought about drinking these thoughts away...but that wasn't necessary.
Really thought about it last night...but I guess I realized how much that would break me.
And feeling good with a couple drinks left no guarantees...
...that my words would be understood and my feelings wouldn't get hurt.
Cuz I'm just looking out for me,now, more than ever when I see...
...that the truth stares me in the face.
And this world I cannot escape.
There is nothing left for me.
Only more for me to lose.
I fear that I'm misunderstood...for the outcome I cannot choose.
There's nothing that I have to feel sorry for...except that I ever went along with you.
Trying to feed me all the nonsense.
I think you thought I wouldn't notice...that this situation wasn't worth it.
Losing my mind to your deceptions.
Risking my heart, losing perception.
Too easy to forget what roles we're playing.
Too close to think I won't get hurt...that I won't catch feelings.
But if I would've drank what would've happened?
Opened my mouth and said I meant it?
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Fearless
By Jazmine Sullivan
Release date: 2008-09-23 |
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