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Status: Single
City: TACOMA
State: Washington
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/16/2006

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Friday, May 18, 2007 

Current mood:  melancholy
Category: Life

Life is a bitch!

These last few months have been incredibly trying. I'm not one to vent on this type of medium, but what the hell.

It seems like when it rains it poors. I should be standing butt naked out side with a bar of irish spring and a wash cloth because it seems that my life is cought in a monsoon. Lets start with work. I got stiffed for some money (about 2k) by my former employer. Not my immediate boss but the corporate guy! This punk mother fucka has all but erased me from exsistance. There is no files or any other type of evidence that I even did any work for them bitches. To add insult to injury, he has gone on a crusade to keep me from working for any of the contractors. This has brought my cash flow to a grinding hault.

The rents late, the lights are off again, and I don't have another paycheck coming. Shit is looking grim. To take it to another level, my ex quit her job and is now looking at me to take care of her and seeds. Preasure will bust pipes and I am reaching my limits. Thank god for Akila's laughter.

I ran into the cat that hit me in the face with a glass at the mall. I kicked his ass and went to jail. I got lucky on that one. He didn't file charges because I didn't press any. Now we even muthafuca!

Lil'lady I'm sorry for not being the man you need me to be. 

What am I expected to do! I just have to handle this shit! For those who know me, excuse the shell. I am just protecting myself during this rough time. Guard your grill and knuckle up or life will kick your ass. 

Sugar is never on myspace

 
size=2><P>MY definition of insanity is: doing the same thing in a same or similar situation expecting different results, i.e. profound foolishness. </P><P>Life will kick your ass if you let it. Contrary to popular belief things DO NOT just happen. Well at least in most situations. Life will present you with extreme happenstance’s to get your attention. That attention usually means that some change(s) need to occur. In order to change something you must fully understand it. I mean the kind of understanding that hides out in your unconscious. The kind of understanding that hurt you feelings. The kind of understanding that one tends to "guard" themselves from.</P><P>Now you know that I’m a fan of pity parties. But I know when to tell everyone to get the fugg out. Perhaps you should tell "them/it" whomever "they/it" are/is to get the fugg out.</P><P>I understand self-preservation, however, make sure you are preserving the right thing and not a bunch of unconscious mess.</P><P>You have great aspirations, you are expected not to  miss your opportunities.</P><P>Sugar LOVES YOU more deeply than you’ll probably ever fathom. </P>
 
Posted by Sugar is never on myspace on Friday, May 18, 2007 - 7:00 PM
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muhammed

 
Hey man I didn't know things were that bad. Why didn't you say anything thing? You know that you can always come stay with me. I know that me not be an option for you seeing that you want to be around the babies. You can always call my moms. She loves you and the kids. Don't let your pride stop you from asking for help. Black Fam 4 Life.
 
Posted by muhammed on Wednesday, May 30, 2007 - 8:07 PM
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david

 
Man, wtf? I'm not saying shit.
I'm only as far as you keep me.
 
Posted by david on Sunday, July 29, 2007 - 8:24 AM
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Autumn
autumn labriola

 
A man..I'm sorry that things are so bad for you right now! Is it gettin' any better since it all started?
 
Posted by Autumn on Monday, August 13, 2007 - 12:44 AM
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