So... Bullshit aside, I'm very fortunate. I complain a little too much about certain details that are completely temporary and have little or no affect on my journey. I think I even pay too much attention to some things that are out of my control. Things that affect me alot, but depend on other people and their choices.

I have a very supportive family that has changed alot in the last few years, but they are still the best I could have asked for.

I have amazing friends, old and new, that are so important to me. I'm probably not the best at letting them know that but I hope it comes through sometimes. I would be lost without them.

I have a great job that I don't even deserve. I don't know how I got so lucky especially when I wasn't even looking at the time that it came my way. I love the people I work with. They make it so much fun. I'm so glad I'm only working one job so I actually get to see them sometimes. lol -Heather I owe you alot for taking a chance with me and giving me this great opportunity. I've gotten so much more out of it than I could have imagined and it just started.

A special note to Outbackers. I miss you guys so much. Don't get me wrong, I don't miss working there. haha I miss getting paid to come and hang out with you guys, laugh, hug, cry, gossip and talk shit about position 1 at 19. It's hard not seeing you guys anymore. I love you all.

Anyway, all of the drama and "stuff" that's been happening lately has really been dragging me down and I'm sorry for my behavior. I was feeling sadness and depression at level I never had before. I forgot that my life is really great and have support all around me all the time. Things are in motion right now and I'm axious and excited to see the results.

You all are wonderful. Thanks for going with me on my journey.