Well, lets see, some things change and some things never do. Being home for the past week really felt like old times. The true friends proved once again that no matter how far apart we are that we are still friends. Its real hard for me to come home and hear everyone tell me how much I am missed and that I should move home permanently. Nothing in this world would make me happier! Unfortunately my life is more complicated now than it has ever been. I just hope that everyone understands that my reasons for moving to AZ and staying there were not to hurt anyone. At the time it was the best thing for me. Do I regret my move? Sometimes yes and sometimes no. AZ has worked out for me much better than I ever would have imagined.  I really miss the days when I could just toss everything to the curb and move on without much thought or preparation. Those days are gone now, and theres no looking back. I will finish this posting when I get back to AZ. I love you guys