its been a while since i have posted.

i have changed my major to political science. i gave up. i realized that pre med was not fulfilling my happiness. i was miserable. maybe with this one i will be happier and enjoy it much more.

i'm still single. alone. no prospects. maybe its because i have high standards. but i dont want anything less than what i deserve. and i know what i deserve. i know what i want. unfortunately, no one i have met is like that. i have been hurt over and over that now i know what to look for.

i do want someone though. i'm tired of being lonely. i shouldnt have to be lonely. i have thought about getting a puppy, but i cant have on in my apt. which sucks majorly.

i'm in tampa for the whole summer. yes, all summer. my life is pretty boring right now. all i do is sit at home most of the day. i do chores and what not, but i get bored. i take care of my mom. i never thought that the role of mother and daughter would switch when i turned 20. i have become my mother's mother. and she is like my daughter.

maybe thats why i cant find anyone. and every guy i meet stops talking to me after a few weeks. i tell them about my life, and thats it. the end of it.

what if i dated an older guy? eh. i have been told that they're all the same. age does not matter. oh well.